Shit I learned in Fl.

Well , first things first .. most of the time your "friends" aren't really your friends . At least the ones I met , but maybe that was because all of them would just come around if you had drugs or money . A lot of my "friends" taught me something tho & thats trust nobody & don't fear anybody . Even tho most were fake ,& used me i'm still thankful they taught me so much .. I spent so much of my time with them making money trying to impress them by getting them high , I didn't realize what the fuck I was really doing . 

About the whole doing pills all the time .. hmm .. I guess in a way you could say that i was trying to get out the easy way & escape reality , which is defiantly not the right way to do it . I have learned that life really is not that hard . Sure .. there are things you may not like about it . But life is a roller coaster & its never ending . 

"Sometimes your flush & sometimes your bust ,& when your up its never as good as it seems ,& when your down , you'll never think you'll be up again - but life goes on" - Fred Jung .

The people I have left in my life who have yet to prove me wrong , I cherish them . My lovely wife , Danii Lai& her mother Angel Christensen . My boyfriend , Dillon Ryals& his mother Barbra Davis . Kuzn , Chastity Moss . Best guy friend , Anthony Schiffer<3 [Locked up right now.) Friend , Annie Ivas . Friend , Kayla Edwards . My friends [the twins] Michelle Fry ,& Michelle Stook . Twin , Robert Remick . Friend , Lizzy Oleinik& the wonderful Joshua Parker with their child only to be here in a few days Jonah . Ex girlfriend/good friend now , Hailey Burke . Best friends , Tiffany Pinyard& Gabby Stiles<--[& ANYBODY who has anything bad to say about gabby shut your fucking mouth & stop judging people] . 

these are the people who have shown me , no matter what happens they will be here . As the same with me for them .. their ride or die FAM[ILoveYou) don't fuck with it . Their my life& keep me running .

& Btw - If your name is not on here , we may have amazing funny memories buttt .. it just means you haven't been there for me through just about everything when I need you . Dont take it to the head people (;

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The past is good for two things: the happy memories, and the lessons it provides. Clinging to resentment and sadness for past events hurts one person the most: you. Don’t let the past suck the gift of the present out of you. Forgive. Let go. Be here now, and go forward.